L. hengyu

2012-01-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

brother from another mother.

2012-01-06T14:38:00.001+08:00

2012-01-06T13:48:00.003+08:00

bangkok has been a fun and cultural experience for me, getting to know a different side of asia has been fun, there are many things to share about bangkok coming from the street stalls to the affordable atas lifestyle.

coming from the street stall, it has been interesting being able to see sidewalk stalls on push carts selling deep fried exotic insects of all sorts raging from the common coakroaches to grasshopper, beetles maggots and more, these street stalls can be found alongside a famous sleazy night market call " pa pom" night market.

along side to the exotic food, there are people going around with leaflets and brochures promoting exotic sex shows such as the famous "ping pong " shows , "tiger" shows and ect.it was sleaxy as hell!i mean these people are promoting it everywhere, well its was somewhat part of bkk culture. however we didnt bother,coming from my father some of these shows are scams which in return would have all you money taken away by the showgirls and such.hmm i wonder how did he know, just sayin!

apart from the night market.my father took us to the more developed and social areas such as siam area and such.which changed my perception of bangkok being a sleazy place. he took us to the sky bar which was where they filmed the hangover 2. (y'know that scene on top of the roof , with the helicopter?) yea, it was amazing the food and drinks . and also for a good price given where we were dining , 65 storeys above bangkok.

2012-01-06T00:04:00.005+08:00

im back from camp and only booking in on monday night due to off in lieu,other than that the duty,tmr night for the new batch of recruit's graduation parade.lifes been better as i begin to count the blessings.

took some time off today to contribute a little more to my portfolio,went to bras basah, went to the botanic gardens for a stroll and gather a few images with mah boy kamal,then head to town.

the images are background for titles of different articles/materials for the portfolio.still testing outtttttt...

2012-01-04T20:51:00.003+08:00

just collected my roll of developed film ( bangkok) ,am currently blogging frm home , ive gots a few hrs nights out, gotta book back into camp soon.ive got so much to say about my bangkok trip, bitter and sweet. i'll blog when i get back. meanwhile i have to book in soon. adios!

2012-01-02T12:17:00.001+08:00

new year resolution:
1.stop the sticks.
2.take chances.
carpe diem.
3.be organized.
4.be decisive.
5.quit procrastinating

2011-12-26T17:52:00.002+08:00

pardon me for the absence and poor english , as you know , i've been away for awhile, busy being a soildier, surviving the death of a social life, falling in love , screwing up, busy trying to swallow the hard truth ( pains of a teenageadulthood crisis) of a step mother , and a 2 yeard old step brother (which i have not completely manage to swallow that hard truth, tyvm) the divorce of my parents . it doesnt affect me. nuh- uh , not one bit on each individual crisis but when it hits me as a whole?then yeah, maybe.

2011 has been a year of crisis and revelations for me . yea , crisis and revelations, but may i add, mostly crisis. basically so much bad happened , it couldnt get any worse, so im looking forward to 2012( ironically) ,well it could be worse, the world could end in 2012 , just say'in.

im. so . lost. never felt so lost and screwed for so long.
i need directions . a gps for my heart perhaps?

2011-12-20T11:30:00.001+08:00

"with a scar that big, i dont think he can love anyone ,anymore."

2011-12-17T19:21:00.001+08:00

2011-12-09T20:45:00.004+08:00

taiwan.

taiwan has been a eye opening experience , however the field camp a painful one. funny how the field camp never taught me to kill. but painfully reminds me of how much i took things for granted

2011-12-04T15:04:00.003+08:00

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2011-07-23T10:29:00.001+08:00

2011-07-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

2011-07-17T10:40:00.002+08:00

so much has happened over the past month, life's been much more complex, and im facing new challenges. i've never felt so distant from everyone eles before. this feeling scares me. i feel like im even losing myself.

2011-04-08T13:51:00.001+08:00

2011-04-01T08:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes, those mistakes from the past still haunts me...

2011-01-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

2011-01-18T03:46:00.000+08:00

new twitter page. follow me@ www.twitter.com/_hyu

2011-01-16T22:20:00.001+08:00

went for crystal castles's concert yesterday at zouk with kamal and arran. it was pretty sick.uploading photos soon. check this space out! xx

2011-01-15T14:56:00.004+08:00

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.

Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

2011-01-11T01:56:00.000+08:00

2010-12-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

i've kinda stopped blogging idk why, i miss california.so much

the in and out burger , vast blue sky with that orange gradient. endless gradient infact. even at night. the people. and the weather. oh and those huge ass malls.

ive been working on a new project lately, a music video that should be released on late december? stay tuned.and i've like completely neglected my school work.

2010-10-13T21:46:00.004+08:00

im bored...
hey guys i recently just cut my hair short lol,
short hair or long hair?

2010-10-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

i just wana share a video with you guys ;)

2010-10-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

heyy , check out my websiteee:))
http://www.hyu.sg/

2010-10-03T23:08:00.006+08:00

i've learned so much in one year, and i've got so much more to learn.
i wana thank my very dedicated and passionately in love models kamal and louise.x

2010-09-24T18:31:00.001+08:00

"Being lonely isn’t the worst feeling in the world. It’s being forgotten by someone you can never forget."

2010-09-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

hello world, its been so long since i've blogged , well im getting back on my feets and i'll be posting some posts up tmr or later, loads have happened,both good and bad. no evil.

2010-09-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

ill update my mess tmr, chao!

2010-08-18T23:59:00.006+08:00

went to kamal's weekend haus for the birthday party,it was fun, i had fun, but did i? still feeling so empty inside.went for a swim in the morning,and snapped a couple of photos after the swim.

2010-08-18T03:09:00.001+08:00

i'm still sorry.

2010-08-15T01:41:00.002+08:00

daryl & stacy,
they have a very unique humor of their own.

2010-08-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

2010-08-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

2010-08-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

2010-08-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

theres so much to say,so much happened, i dont know where to begin, so much emotion and notions, to note down, these feelings i'd love to remember , only describable by words, i'll be blogging with words again soon.because i'd definately wana write us down, don't wana forget you darlin,don't wana forget us.

2010-08-07T02:46:00.001+08:00

2010-08-07T01:27:00.004+08:00

2010-07-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

2010-07-31T18:32:00.008+08:00

disposable camera

kelli scarr- driftwood.

transformation

the past three weeks in the AA had been an incredibly wonderful experience, it was an intensive 3 weeks spent on exploring and expermenting with architectural related elements, all of us were allocated to a unit, 1 to 5 . my unit was to make a film. it was totally uncalled for as i expected building models, learning digital modeling ect.

the summer school consisted of many students from 26 different country,which made thing really interesting especially the process of our projects, all of us speaking spanlish, singlish frechglish so on and so for, but despite all that we managed to communicate well and propose our ideas and concepts without any hold back.there was little conflict among our unit, but it was certain little confict would occur with the constant non-stop blooming of ideas. and the different background and view that we share, but our group made it pretty well.

i would definately miss my unit mates,peter,daniel, sarahbaker.com , anthony,rudy, simran,sidah, lene and sidah.we all learnt so much from each other, the different cultures from different backgrounds, but we all share the same joy.

2010-07-29T20:20:00.001+08:00

2010-07-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

2010-07-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

2010-07-21T03:14:00.001+08:00

2010-07-20T06:03:00.001+08:00

behind the scenes of futro noir!

2010-07-16T08:20:00.000+08:00

london bridge!

2010-07-15T19:27:00.003+08:00

2010-07-12T08:31:00.005+08:00

2010-07-12T08:27:00.000+08:00

team spain!

why should people be afraid to love?

2010-07-09T08:30:00.005+08:00

im in london now. love is in the air. i can smell it.
but it just makes me feel more lonely.

2010-07-02T13:23:00.004+08:00

hey guys i'll be leaving for london tmr! eggcited much, but i have way alot of errands to run within the next 24 hrs,oh yea i'll be leaving for london for a short architectural course for 3 weeks! swee.i'll be meeting ash there and i'll upload pictures of london soon. stay tuned! xo

2010-06-27T20:05:00.005+08:00

a sneak peak to sound series 3. pity if u missed it, the bands were amazing!
the first band was simply awesome,pity they didnt have much listeners but it was really good.i'll upload more the rest to FB and video soon, keep updated!

2010-06-27T19:58:00.002+08:00

2010-06-22T00:10:00.001+08:00

2010-06-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

double date w/
denise and fai.
sadly, there isnt much of our photos, haha

2010-06-20T23:07:00.004+08:00

works by: samantha eve
model: ruth
Photo assistant: Syarini and Nicolas

these pictures are shot by my cousin, samantha,
she's a design student from singapore polytechnic
its pretty awesome ;)

sam : http://samsammosam.blogspot.com/
ruth : http://betweentwolungss.tumblr.com/

2010-06-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

akmal

2010-06-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

2010-06-13T20:13:00.003+08:00

this is justina.
i miss korea.

2010-06-07T03:13:00.000+08:00

this is my lover.

2010-06-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

jaewon and jamie.

2010-06-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

toto!

2010-06-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

2010-05-30T01:42:00.009+08:00

there's an areoplane in the sky, with a banner right behind. "loneliness is just a crime"

i'll just upload a photo from korea for now. i miss korea already and jaewon, justina and jamie. they are really nice kids from korea. i miss them alot.and the people there.there is just this special warmth which cannot be replaced.i'll update more when im free. pretty busy these days.sigh.

2010-05-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

just came back frm korea last week to attend a wedding , transit at hongkong for 12 hrs,then came back before school started. very buzy these days.

2010-05-11T17:02:00.001+08:00

the esplanade by L.Hengyu.

2010-05-11T16:56:00.001+08:00

spent my mother's day with my grandma and my mother.
had lunch with my relatives and grandma and went to my aunt's house for a swim
and dinner at sakae sushi with mom.

2010-05-08T03:04:00.002+08:00

i had been shooting the whole day. im pretty tired now.
shall update more tmr.

2010-05-07T12:54:00.002+08:00

2010-05-06T13:03:00.002+08:00

my first medium format roll on diana F+

2010-05-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

2010-04-27T23:35:00.004+08:00

alot have happened for the past 4 months of my life,i've loved and lost,and learned alot.looking at so much things that happened,the decisions i've made,the changes,its all happening too quickly.am i happy?

school , work, love and family.everytime i want to do this(blog), my mind just pause for a long moment, because i have to consider how personal can i get with the internet. the whole world. reading. what you say. the whole world. judging you base on your text and photographs. sometimes there are lies. sometimes, there's just truth.but for me. trust me. i can get very personal with the internet. cause i've got nothing to hide.

this 4 months had been a hell of a ride for me.knowing that its my phase of life where small choices matters.my ambition.dream and reality of my future could all depend on this moment.i've been dealing alot with my family.my mother the whole topic with me and my girlfriend and my school and choices.

and i have learned alot. about people. and society. and how people can judge others.and i just get really sick and tired of people who judge. because nobody is ever perfect.not me.not even my grandma.not even you.nobody's perfect. no matter how you try to remove that stain or how that wound heals, it still leaves a scar.how could the world judge someone just because of their looks. how could someone make assumption before listening.how can someone make choices before looking at the options.

i am really tired. goodnight.

2010-04-24T01:37:00.001+08:00

love is all you need.

2010-04-23T15:11:00.001+08:00

yes, true , love is all you need. but im in a mess now. shit.
gotta sort things out.ughhhh lazy and buzy just dont click.

2010-04-22T00:39:00.005+08:00

thank you guys for making time to come down for my 18th birthday,thank yew all of yew,janelle,amy,angela,arran,dehui,mingjie,xinyi,joel,marieann,joshua,carmen,su ie,weixin,kamal,wenson,shawn,liexiang,esther,renhao,nicholas,sihui,daniel,jiahui,

i really appreciate it,lurff euu guys.

2010-04-20T23:29:00.001+08:00

i wana runaway with you.

2010-04-19T15:57:00.001+08:00

2010-04-13T01:19:00.001+08:00

I don't care what nobody says
We're gonna have a baby
Taking off in a coupe De ville
She buckled up on navy
She don't care what her mama said, no
She's gonna have my baby
I'm taking all i have to take
This takings gonna shape me

People call us renegades
'cause we like living crazy
We like taking on the town
Some people getting lazy

I don't care what nobody says, no
I'm going to be her lover
Always mad and usually drunk
But I love her like no other

And the doctor seems to say he don't know
Where we're gonna go?
I'm a ghost and I don't think I quite know
Where we're gonna go?
Where we're gonna go?

2010-04-08T13:58:00.002+08:00

2010-04-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

im seventeen, and i still believe in fairytales, dreams and unicorns, simply because it's always important to keep our dreams alive.

ok maybe not unicorns.

2010-04-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

went to town with baby, angela, esther,ruth and tess, went to submit my film today,a specific roll that i had been waiting for soo long to develop. lol.cant wait for the photos to be out. after that baby went shopping. it feels weird cause i havent been to town in like ages.

i should be back to blogging too.

2010-03-28T02:35:00.007+08:00

maybe two is better than one

2010-03-27T22:34:00.011+08:00

om nom nom nom<3

my life has been moving pretty fast,i've found a new job, made some new friends.
fell in love again.and everything is just changing.

i love the change. i love how fate brought me to know of your existence on the day of your birthday. i love how fate brought me to you cause you deserved better.i love the arrangement of coincidence.and the timing.i love you so much my baby nella.

looking back.although im not the victim.but it was hard to find the courage to love again.but i did. and i wont make the same mistakes again.people do change.and learn from their mistakes.dear readers, i would never take things for granted again.=]

ily janelle
p.s. i cant wait for our 1 month.
kekeke.

the apprentice.

2010-03-26T12:10:00.004+08:00

hokayy im at the architecture firm now. theres nothing much i can do.
but its cool. im reading and . reading is power.
cant wait to meet my baby tonight.

the new chapter

2010-03-20T02:53:00.002+08:00

its bloody interest.
im going to be an apprentice in an architecture firm for 8 months
i have found the courage to love once again.
my birthday comming up,
im driving soon,
open doors to party & booze.

stay tune.

2010-03-19T05:57:00.000+08:00

dear readers , i still love you. see you tomorrow.

2010-03-15T03:42:00.000+08:00

2010-03-05T17:37:00.001+08:00

2010-03-02T15:03:00.001+08:00

why do some people make judgement before they hear the other half of the story, some doesnt even want to hear,thats quite ridiculous right?

2010-02-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

lumix GF1.
on our way back from alcatraz prison.
wondering if i should switch to tumblr...

2010-02-08T02:08:00.001+08:00

Slow Dance

This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer.
She wants to see how many people get her poem
It is quite the poem.

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

!

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift..

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

--------------------

Dear All:

PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know - even to those you don't know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon leave this world due to cancer.

This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest, since she never will.

2010-02-08T00:03:00.004+08:00

i dislike my mom so much,i dont understand how can she wana take charge of things in my life, she doesnt even fulfill her duty as my mother,dont pay for my expenses,avoid me when im sick.(even when i was just a kid) she would ask me to stay away. and never looked after me when i was in need.and she had been missing for about half my life,spending time with her friends,and work, comming back home seldom.and half the time staying at her own home.

now she just budges in and wana take control of my life? no fucking way is that gona happen.of the whole week, today is the only day she came back, and she wana tell me which school she want me to go? fuck no. i've been living my life independently and living my life by myself,without you and without your help,you wana just make decisions bout my life?

2010-02-06T14:53:00.001+08:00

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